Saturday, February 14, 2009

love, love, love



happy valentine's day lovers :) last night was intellectually romantic. a glimmer of hope perhaps.

Thursday, February 12, 2009

Sunday, February 8, 2009

dress forms


i want a dress form just for personal use but all the ones i have found are like $200+ the only option i've seen that has made any sense is the duct tape homemade dress form but that's so budget. do any of you fashion makers know of good dress form deals?

Saturday, February 7, 2009

farm sitting

life is continuing on and i think i'm dealing well. my heart feels heavier in my chest and i think about her every second but i don't think i show it. thank goodness for oreo and for billie's baby, opal. i've been spending a lot of time with the two of them. i'm living at the farm for three weeks at the moment. i'm one week in (and what a week it's been). i didn't like it at first. the nights are quiet and lonely and spooky, but i'm getting used to it. i'm supposed to be out here writing my thesis but i haven't done a thing. i applied for a job yesterday but that's all i've accomplished. maybe monday :(

it's been 72 hours since she left. the only reason i believe it is because i stroked her face and there was no life inside. i miss her.

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

rest in peace


this morning i lost one of the best teachers i've ever had. i'm going to miss her more than i can describe.